I have so many different feelings right now...
some I wish would just go awayy...
I've had many epiphanies...
my tummy hurts....
I hate alcohol and hot cheetos..eww..
I HATE food in general...
I already know that by next year
I'll be another anorexic head case...
I don't know...I hate cooking..
that worries me next year...
I cannot go on the same track as this year....
like I know I don't have it that bad, but I hate gaining weight...
thats the freaky thing about wanting to work in the fashion industry...its sooo judgmental..
ahh..what to do?!
anyways....I have a thought: I completely despise people who do things just to get recognition--I believe that acts should come from the heart. Sweets--don't think that your good deeds go unnoticed--we do notice--and we will one way or another show your our gratefulness--
i hate pretentious people.
FOR ONCE in my life, I am not too worried about finals...and I don't know it thats a good thing or a bad thing...
I had a nightmare todayy...those nightmares that I always have--the freaky one because it actually happened...I try to stay optimistic...
my oxymoron for the day: I love our capitalistic society vs I hate our capitalistic society..
then again, who says that we cannot spend our lives as an oxymoron?
i don't know...all I know is that i'm in a music abyss......
I cannot wait until summer, though I know it will never compare to the summer I had last year...
if only I could explain how amazing it was...my summer adventures with my two partners in crime Jess and Leslie....
I enjoyed the best of L.A. that summer...how amazing my city is....
hands down--best day ever--
2nd best day
2nd best day with J.A.M<3
amazing pic going back to Jess' from Adam's place..
Hands down--best day--
-In 'n' out,
-99cent store,
- egging
-awesome hill overlooking LA
-best phone call EVER
--the day before high school graduation--
3rd best day--leslie's party--
I spent my summer lovin' this certain local L.A. band....
it all started with a friend request on myspace....
...fell in love with their music and then became friends...
I went practically all of their shows in the summer
... got to see them practice...
you know when you know local bands and you support them cause they are your friends
and stuff, but you are not really into their music?
well....this was the total opposite for me
....I fell in LOVE with their music
...and THEN we became friends........
their music has this certain aura that I cannot describe
--its like they are not trying too hard to sound a certain way
and yet you see what they are influenced by...
its that balance....
that balance in life that I'm always talking about..
it makes their music so pure...
and talk about VOCALSssssss---Nik---he is just AMAZING...
awesome guitar playing & drumsssssssss...............
they have such an array of music--from the mellow cutesy "Old House" to the more upbeat and aggressive "Blame it on Yourself" to the acoustic of "Tommorow's Looking Good"...
and the lyrics!!!oh man...I can't even explain it.......
the BIGGEST PLUS--the guys are practically the SWEETEST<3 guys you will ever meet
..hands down.
... so..when I went back home for winter break I was so sad because I was sick and everything seemed to be going wrong, but I decided to catch their show, of course, and OMG...they dedicated a song to me..."Old House'....that completely made my trip back home worth everything.... thank you Nik, Adam, Marcelo, Erik, and Jonathan.....
they are amazing live.......if you are in the L.A. area...try to catch a show.....
--they also introduced me to AMAZING music--hence my music abyss......
[thanks adam for the AMAZING mix cds]
........ they practically made my summer the best ....this band is called Seasons and I think you should go check them out :
myspace.com/sseasons
[i'll post the link in 'mis favoritos']
my recommendation for today?---->Seasons fosho....
-melidee
