this picture makes me ridiculously happy♥I did absolutely nothing this weekend and I'm scared that I will finally break down this quarter.
My classes are so ridiculously demanding and with all my extracurricular stuff, I think it's all going to get to me.
I found a good distraction from it all, his name is __________.
He asked me to see him again, but neither of us want a relationship so.....
I'm stuck on who I'm becoming and who I want to become.
I'm not ready to grow up; I'm not ready to let go of my good girl high school self, but I like having fun.
I'm scared that fun will bite me in the butt sometimes soon.
I love you G_d, I hope you're not too disappointed.
I broke kosher tonight and I hung out with a boy last night :(
Sin sin sinner
Passover is coming up :] I better enjoy the leavened stuff these next couple of days, then it's matzo time! I should read the scripture sometime this week.
Let's see if I can make it this time, I miss my little girl days when we would celebrate Passover as a family♥ I miss keeping Sabbath and all us little kids complaining cause all we could have was the pre-made food from the day before. I don't miss the hypocrites though.
I've been reading Leighton Meester's blog; sometimes I forget that Blair Waldorf is just a character. They both make me happy, though.
I want to straighten my hair for tomorrow but I haven't even done my hw yet :(
Tomorrow night I'm having a sleepover; hope they like The Hills ;)
I'm scared for myself, I'm going down the wrong path.
It's all coming together you know? All my past blogs, they're all connecting:
Yo soy la buena muchacha de casa decente que no puede salir.
Tengo miedo de lo que va decir la gente el domingo en la misa si saben de el.
¿Que diran los amigos, los viejos vecinos? ¿Que diran las ventanas, mi madre y mi hermana, y todos los siglos de colonialismo español que me han hecho tan cobarde?
soy tan cobarde!
Diosito, no me gusta las iglesia ni la ley :(
Yo no quiero buscar el amor con anillos, ni papeles firmados y despues dejar de amar. ¿De que sirve todo eso si dejamos de amar y despues tenemos que andar de escondidas, engañando?
I ate so much today, DC time
I think BA is mad at me cause I corrected his Spanish even though he asked me to :(
Umm, shallow post shallow post
pointless rants; been thinking too much lately. I've got a couple 'deep stuff' that I have as saved drafts cause I'm too ridiculously analytical sometimes, I'm scared to border on pretentiousness.
I wonder if anyone even reads this? Probably not.
Buenas noches amigos y enemigos.
Weezy "Something you forgot"
-melidee
