Okay, so I'm surfin' the crimson wave, have midterms coming up every week up until finals, and feel like puking..and it's winter......
point is? I feel really bad about the things I wrote in my last post. I feel like I came off as an ungrateful whore for everyone in my life. I truly love being my sis's guardian, I don't mind my rooms' crazy jumping exercises and loud music cause I love her to death, I do have life long college friends, and despite it all I love my family and everyone around me.
I guess I don't believe in LOVE but other people do. I truly respect that.
Let me break it down:
I really just want to get out of here. I feel like a little piece of me dies every day.
I can't explain it but I'm a sad girl. It sounds so f*cking emo but I am completely serious.
I have absolutely no one because I choose not to. Like I said in my last post, I have a hard time letting go. I cannot stand the thought of having to leave everyone in a couple of years. High school was a bit hard, Chile was ridiculously difficult (I'm still getting over it).
I think college would kill me.
All the people in my life are amazing. And I'm a robot of sort.
I wonder if getting out of here will really make me happy. I truly feel it will.
Dear Higher Power, please hear my mediocre prayer because I don't want to be sad anymore.
I feel like staying home tomorrow and watching The Wonder Years and Boy Meets World all day.
okay, I'm gonna go puke now.
"Resumen de Noticias"
-melidee
