"there are things that i feel that I cannot express..."
what does that mean? this little phrase I find myself typing over and over...is it subconscious or just a common phrase that easily satisfies my eager typing fingers?
I have no idea...
so I did not go to L.A. last week and I think I made a wise choice...
I will see my friends sometime soon but that sun was ridiculous...
so instead of going to L.A. my sis and I decided to go to the park..it was so cute....we wore short shorts and bathing suit tops as bras....we sat on the grass, we rode the swings and we played at the playground...it was a wonderful nostalgic experience...
dyed my sistahs hair monday night....we look terrible, but it was funn...
On Tuesday my sis and I went to the mall because I need to get a job. I filled out a bunch of applications...Anchor Blue totally ambushed me with an improv interview which I totally bombed but the chick said I was cool and that she would call me in two weeks fosho....seemed promising enough for me, but then on wednesday Oak West [shoe store] called me and told me to come for an interview...yeah! so on thursday I went and had a wonderful amazing awesome interview! I feel pretty okay but she still had to interview two more people...I will know if I got the job by the end of the week.....it seems like a chill job so I'm totally happy!
so after the interview my sis and I just sat down at the food court while she enjoyed her smoothie....I decided to make a special AVM fashion police thingy...it was so hilarious...some people wear the weirdest things! I love fashion, but I am an advocate of creativity and other people's style but it's fun to be mean and shallow sometimes...just for a while though!
so my sis got a kitty and it is so cute!
so now we have a doggy, a kitty, and a rooster <---weird I know! I love my companions...
so I'm feeling the stress of having my own apartment...my roommate and I are trying to get all of our stuff planned out, but I never realized how many things we needed and how expensive it would be...I really need these two jobs and a job at Davis once I go back....I am so ridiculously broke right now....i owe some of my credit card and I don't have my cell phone because I refuse to pay the $50 dollars for something that I won't even use and that does not have rollover minutes! I have paid my own cellphone bill since I moved to Davis because I did not want to burden my parents with another bill, but I added it up and I have wasted $500 on my stupid phone...it is ridiculous!
So I have major plans for myself once i go back to Davis....I am so determined, because I need to do AMAZING...I need to prove to myself and others that i am worth it..I deserve being at Davis....I mean I did not do bad at all, but I know I have so much more to offer!
For now, I need to keep a positive mentality...keep that spiritual bond between me and God...it is a newly reestablished connection...I had always thought of God through religion and church, but I am over that...I mean church is good way to reinforce that spiritual bond but through prayer and reading The Bible,I feel so good...
I also need a Torah and Koran...I love spirituality...
I also find myself loving my Christianity, even though I still find myself wanting to study other religions.....
politics! yayyyyy...I am so excited for my polisci class next quarter!
my sister found these amazing political street art pictures and I will be posting some up little by little....this one is a political Marxist message in the streets of Chile...
"...dictadura del proletariado contra el estado burgues." translated "Proletariat dictatorship against the Bourgeois state.." lovely.....la revolucion existe en todo el mundo....
so I am hoping to go to El Salvador sometime in September, but I am not too sure because I need to save up money for Israel and South America next year...possibly Hawaii with the familia again...and Mexico next spring break fosho!
summer is treating me quite lovely this year...a tad uneventful, but babyy it's only just begun!
Corinne Bailey Rae "Put Your Records On." is lovely....
grandmas house manana err...today...and then the beach with the family this weekend..oh yesssss babyyyy!
-melidee
